Yeah, some fuckers used eggs (AND FLOUR, WTF?!) to egg my grandma's car. It's so bad my mom had to drive her to work today. It pisses me off

1 - Because I had to get up at SIX IN THE MF'ING MORNING (i'm a bit cranky, sorry)

and 2 - Because it's my poor grandma!


Plus there's eggshell all over the porch, flowerbeds, and our window.
*Please not the porch, and flowerbed are RIGHT in front of the window that so happens to be RIGHT next to our bed!

=___= Not happy Ayan is not happy.

Too top the proverbial shit cake i'm having all these personal issues with some things in my life, and I just feel at my wit's end when I try to think about it.

I mean, I want to focus on what's good for ME, is that so bad?! What would you rather me do, huh, drop out?! Would that be more convenient? Then I can hang around you ALL DAY and do nothing.

-sighs- I know that was probably out of line, but i'm happy i'm taking night school, and i'm not going to go back on it just.... just cause it upsets you. If you're really worried about the time we have left together, stop wasting it by worrying me, not talking to me, AND NOT TELLING ME WHEN YOU'RE UPSET IN THE FIRST PLACE!!

Ok, for the most part I think my rant is over. I don't know when mom's going to get back from driving gramma, but I was told to "stay alert" while they were gone.


( Yeah, "stay alert" she says, at 6AM! >___< )